"Cdn/Am Ch Bigtree-Bedlam's For'N Intrigue" May 16, 1990 - October 4, 2002

Am Ch. Foxlair's Voudau En Noir ex Cdn/Am Ch Bigtree's Brass Ring

"To Where You Are" Who can say for certain Maybe you're still here I feel you all around me Your memory's so clear Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak You're still an inspiration Can it be (?) That you are my Forever love And you are watching over me from up above Fly me up to where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile to know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are Are you gently sleeping Here inside my dream And isn't faith believing All power can't be seen	As my heart holds you Just one beat away I cherish all you gave me everyday 'Cause you are my Forever love Watching me from up above And I believe That angels breathe And that love will live on and never leave Fly me up To where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile To know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are I know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are Lyrics: Josh Groban
	My beautiful Veteran's Bitch, My foundation, the girl who made all my dreams come true. Jessica would have been 13 in May 2003. She was still full of life and the pack leader in Our Home.  Her heart belongs to our whole family and we treasure each and everyday we have with her. She has been a Wonderful Companion, a Great Showdog and above all My Best Friend. This is Jessica's Family. Four Generations of Love. Left to right : Jessica , Amanda, Evita & Emma. I am proud to have four generations in my home all at once.
Jessica, is pictured at 9 months of age at the Syracuse Shows enroute to her American Championship.  She is a Very Special Girl. She showed her potential to me at a very young age. She loved the show ring and we had a blast with her.
	Jessica, at her First American National Specialty.  Winning 1st Place in the 12-15 month Sweepstakes Class.  Oh how proud I am of this beauty.  She is the reason all My Briard Dreams have come true.
Here is Jessica winning a Group 2 at the tender age of 19 months. Still just a baby without her coat just yet.
	My beautiful girl, Jessica pictured with the respected judge Fred Heal.  This win completed her Championship in Canada.
Jessica is now a Veteran.  She grew up to be a Wonderful & Special Friend to myself and now My New Family. A beauty in her heart, and on the outside as well.  She was a Wonderful producer that gives me generations to build upon. Her favourite place is sleeping at the front door.  Her bed is there and her food is always there. This is her spot and every dog in this house will always respect the matriarch of the Chaotic Gang!

Today We had to say good bye to Our Very Special Jessica-Bear. Cdn/Am/BISWWKC Ch Bigtree-Bedlam's For'N Intrigue.  AKA Jessie Bear, Jessica, Baby Bear. She came into my life as a 7 wks old puppy July, 1990.  DOB: May 16, 1990 - October 4, 2002 My whole world just fell apart!!  How is it that we give our hearts so freely, and they give us such devotion for all of the days of their lives?  I am in a Million Tiny Pieces, wondering if I can even go on without her smiling face waiting at the front door where she always slept.  I can not remove her bed it would be so final. I remember the first time I laid eyes on her and the day she came home with me as if it was only yesterday.  She was the foundation of Chaotic Briards.  The light of my life.  She was a monster as a baby and she found a way into so many hearts who knew her.  She was loved and adored by myself and my family.  Oh how I wished she could have stayed with me forever.  No matter how many others we have at home, loosing one special dog never makes this easier. I pray that there is a place for her at the rainbow bridge where she will once again be free of any pain she was in. I thank her Breeder's for allowing Jessica to be a part of my life.  I know the next little while will be unbearable in this house without her. She was the matriarch of the family.  Every young pup and older ones that were added to our home respected her and never ever had an unkind word too her.  She raised so many pups of other mothers here teaching them the manners that they all would respect her as she so richly deserved.  She will never be gone but will live on in Our heart's forever. Good bye My Sweet Angel Jessica  may you enjoy your romps at the Rainbow Bridge until we meet again. May 16, 1990 - October 4, 2002 Always in our Hearts Forever & Always Shirley & Doug